‘If I should
relive my life, I’d love to be Gani’s wife’
Every woman is fashionable. It is either you choose to
follow vogue or you stick to your own style, provided you feel good in it. That
was what Ganiyat Fawehinmi, the first widow of the late legendary lawyer, Chief
Gani Fawehimni (SAN), said in her Ikeja home,
during the launch of Faw Couture, a contemporary menswear clothing line, which
belongs to her son, Saheed.
She stepped out in a simple but nice, white dress that
had glittering sequence on the bodice and sleeves, with a clutch bag of the
same concept to pep up her dress. When asked to define her style, she was
indeed in her right element as she smiled, using the right fashion words:
"I believe style should be personal. I don't copy sheepishly what others
are wearing. I don't slip into any style that would reveal vital parts of my
body. My style is simple but classic. I prefer to wear something that I feel comfortable
in. Don't you see what I'm wearing?" She asked, spreading her hands and
showing off her style.
"My son, Saheed, actually bought this dress for
me with a clutch bag designed with the concept of same fabric. But the only
mistake is that the shoes he bought are somehow bigger than my feet. That is
why I'm wearing this simple slippers. But that is okay, I think I look
good," she said, giggling.
But when the late Chief Fawehinmi married her at 19,
her style was completely different from what it is now. "Actually when I was much younger, I used
to wear mini a lot. That was my late husband's choice. Each time we travelled
out of the country, he used to pick dresses for me. When he chose for me, I
would accept without objection. He loved dresses that would show my legs. He
loved dresses that I would look smart in. Then we were much younger. I was 19
and he was 24. Then I was like his secretary. Some people didn't know I was his
wife. Then people used to say to him, 'Gani, can I have a few words with your
secretary?' He would just laugh. I could remember whenever we travelled out of
the country, he would buy things for me in multiple...like four pairs of shoes,
and that time I used to put on trousers a lot. At times, he would buy trousers
and mini-skirts. He taught me how to mix and match my styles. He said I could
use one blouse for a skirt, then also use it for another trouser. He taught me
how to dress well because he too was a power dresser. Everybody knew he was a
good dresser when he was either going to work or going to party, but unfortunately
he wasn't socialising much at that time," she recalled.
But for someone married to a man who was not socialising
much at a time, was she not missing ballroom parties and social events?
"I was not missing parties or any social event
because with him there was no dull moment. He kept me busy at home. Whenever he
was not in court, we were always together. He was not attending many social
events because he concentrated more on me. I was barely 19 years old when he
married me. Some would say I was too young for marriage. But mind you, age has
nothing to do with maturity. At that time, my husband said I was mature. I
think it was the grace of God that saw me through because I got married when I
didn't know what marriage meant. With the way he showered love on me, I thought
marriage was the best thing on earth; until when I started hearing ugly stories
about marriage from other married women, I said my own wasn't like that," she
enthused.
Her husband is no more but she takes solace in her children.
"My children make me happy. I thank God for their
lives. God has been able to see us through and they are all doing well in their
various professions," she nodded.
It is common to see Nigerian women regret their sex
because of some cultures and traditions that relegate women to the background.
But this woman is not like that. She is proud to be a Nigerian woman, no
regrets about that.
"I have never regretted being a woman because God
wanted me to be one; that was why he made me a woman and I don't blame him for
that. I enjoy every bit of being a woman. If I had to relive my life, I would
still love to be a woman. I'm not saying Nigeria is a good place now. I have criticised
the government several times but I am proud to be a Nigerian because this is
where God wants me to be. If He had wished I became a Briton, it wouldn't have
been difficult for Him. But that does not rule out the fact that I feel pretty
bad when I read about innocent people dying due to Insurgency. This means that so many parents
are childless because of this. Many have become widows because of the insurgency
and it is not easy to be a widow. I am lucky in my own case because I have
something to live on. There are some widows who wake up, not knowing where
their next meal would come from. Some have no roof over their heads. I feel for
them,” she stated.
To young widows who long to remarry, she has some
words: “There is nothing wrong in remarrying. Even old widows who feel like remarrying
should go ahead; why not? If one is a widow, it is very painful my dear. Is it the
loneliness alone? It is killing. It is my
children that keep me going. They are always around me. My grand children are
always all over me. Else, loneliness alone
can kill a widow. When people were saying it before my husband died, I didn't
understand them until it happened to me. I feel for all widows and I pray that
the good Lord would meet them at their point of need. God would always provide
for them because in the Bible, God said he is the husband of the widows."
When she is down, she reads the Bible and sings religious songs to derive some
inspiration.
"Apart from that, I call my children, both those in
Nigeria and those abroad to chat with on the phone. By the time they chat with
me, my spirit would be elevated," Ganiyat explained.
Does she still miss the late Chief Fawehinmi? She
answered immediately: "Oh yes, I still miss him. It is a thing of the
spirit really. You know, someone you have lived with for years, for instance in
my own case four decades, and almost every time we were together except when he
was at work in his office. But when I was younger, I was going to work with
him. I would be typing his script at times for him. At times in the wee hours of
the morning he would wake me up and say an idea just occurred to him that I
should please take it down. I would wake up and start writing so that the idea
wouldn’t escape from his memory. In the morning, I would take it to the office
for them to type and bring back home for correction. I was his wife and
secretary, yes, untrained secretary," she said, amidst laughter.
"If reincarnation is real, I would still be his
wife," she said. "Yes, if I would have to live all over again, I
would still love to be Gani’s wife. I enjoyed every bit of him. I wouldn't say
he was perfect but he was a wonderful man. His (our) children still miss him
and I know his spirit is very much around us," she said nostalgically.
By ADAEZE AMOS
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